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Day 11.
Today is Tuesday, January 10, 2069.
16:52. I didn't go out for a walk, despite Sophie's pleas, because I can't stand the sun, even if it's hidden behind clouds. I haven't opened the curtains in the ward since this morning.
Ail rarely comes here, apparently he's bored with me. Diana continues to write to me every day, but now our conversations take a maximum of 10 minutes.
18:22. I went to the window for the 3rd time, because I heard my name called, but looking at the street, I couldn't find anyone. Now I can hear the children shouting, "Catsu, Catsu, come with us!" but now I won't even look. These are just sound hallucinations. I need to tell the doctor about them, but I'm too lazy.
Sophie has already given up hope of getting me out of the room, so she brings food here, so thoughtful.
01:52. I can't sleep because of the voices in my head. I need to go to the nurses, but I don't want to get out of bed.
Day 12.
Today is Thursday, January 12, 2069.
17: 32.I didn't write anything down yesterday because I was asleep all the time.
Today, Sophie does not allow this and constantly lifts me out of bed, then there to help, then there to go, then you need to go for breakfast or lunch, and then another walk. In the yard, she told me to clean the snow that had been falling all day. So now I'm exhausted. Ail was surprisingly quiet in the room, texting with someone, following the daily routine and not going anywhere, so the snow was falling all the time.
Yesterday, he was very annoyed, quarreled with the nurse, who constantly treated him to sweets. And he was rude to Diana on the phone, and I think it's also a side reaction to the medication.
Training will start soon, and I don't have the strength at all. I need to talk to my doctor about this.
Tired.
Day 13.
Today is Friday, January 13, 2069.
13: 11. Ail was urgently transferred to the neurological department, because he began to have seizures.
I won't write any more today, even if Sophie insists.
Day 14.
Today is January 14, 2069, Saturday.
06: 22. Sleep:
I am 8 years old, I am in a country two-story wooden house. I went through all the rooms looking for my parents. I went out into the yard, ran around the entire territory, went into the garage and warehouse, but found no one. It was getting dark outside, and I decided to look for my parents in the nearest forest, but before I could enter it, I heard a loud shout, they were calling for me. When I turned around, I saw our house completely engulfed in flames. The door was open, and through it I noticed my parents standing in the hallway. They beckoned me with their hand, saying, " Katsu, dear, come to us, we missed you. Catsu… Catsu! " There was a crackle of fire all around. I heard our balcony collapse, but I still went to my parents and cried. I had 5 steps left to fall into their arms, but a glass wall appeared in front of me. I started hitting it, trying to break it, but it didn't work. When I saw the fire coming, I started shouting, " Mom, Dad, go away! There's a fire! Fire! " – but they continued to beckon me to them without moving from their place. Then they were engulfed in flames, and their parents began to moan in pain, begging for forgiveness. Then I woke up in a cold sweat.
Mom and Dad died on November 10, 2068, while flying on a business trip. The plane on which the parents were flying at 15:32 collided with a cargo plane, which had a faulty radar, so it did not send a signal about its location and could not receive it from other planes either. One of the versions of why the workers allowed the faulty plane to take off from the ground is their bribery by the heir of a large company, who received it thanks to the death of his older brother in this crash.
In a couple of seconds I became an orphan, in a moment I lost the only people close to me. Along with them, appetite and healthy sleep disappeared, and after the rebirth ceremony, the desire to live was buried along with their ashes.
Like all the relatives of those who died in this plane crash, I received psychological help, which improved my health for a while. I even resumed classes in the Criminal Procedure Code, and then decided to kill myself. But from fear and exhaustion, he lost consciousness, and ended up in the hospital.
After discharge, I will definitely look into the grove, but I can't dwell on their deaths, because my life goes on, at least that's what the doctor says.
Day 15.
Today is January 15, 2069, Sunday.
11:23. Sophie will be resting next week. Finally, no one will force me to keep a daily diary, finish my porridge, go for a walk and exercise, participate in quizzes. But that's all from tomorrow, and today I'm going to have an active life again.
In the evening, the nurses want to organize a table tennis competition, where the winner will have the opportunity to create their own menu for tomorrow. I think I can leave the room for that (no, but Sophie will make me do it anyway).
Diana also continues to communicate with me and share news from the world. Because of her allergies, she can't get a furry pet, but that doesn't stop her from constantly sending me cute animal videos. We need to talk to Sophie about this, now there are many breeds of cats and dogs for allergy sufferers. I think Diana will be thrilled to have a new friend.
17:43. I was skeptical about table tennis, but it was even interesting. The rules are very simple, you just need to have a good reaction speed and agility. I reached the semifinals (I didn't have enough strength for more). I'll leave it to the students.
Day 16.
Today is January 23, 2069, Monday.
16: 26. Sophie has returned and, having learned that I haven't kept a diary all week, demands that I fill it out.
On the 16th there was a weigh-in, my weight was 41 kg. If I continue to gain weight at this rate, I will soon be discharged.
On the 17th, I met Ail on a walk, and he had black eyes and an unhealthy complexion.
On the 18th, the nurses asked me to play a game of chess, after which the opponent demanded a rematch, and I agreed to it. In the end, I was still the winner, then I went to bed.
On the 19th and 20th, many were discharged.
On the 21st and 22nd, most of the people went home. There were 3 patients left in the department, so the nurses decided to take us for a walk and took us to the theater. We watched the play "Descended from Heaven", which showed the story of an angel who once in 10 years descended from heaven to save the first soul that came across.
That's all.
Today the scales showed 43 kg.
Yesterday I was transferred money for accommodation. Due to the fact that I am an adult, all the property of my parents has passed to me by inheritance, but the system still pays me the amount necessary for life on a monthly basis. This will continue until I enter an official job.
Now I have enough money to buy a studio. I think I should move out of my last apartment as soon as I'm released.
